[Oct/26/2024]

It felt like i had done everything to get better for you so we could be happy together, just for you to tear the wings off my back in the end. yet ive always only wanted to see you happy.

[Nov/25/2024] - I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE !!!!!!!!

I can't be understanding when its only lead me to be taken advantage of. I HATE PLAYERS!!!!!!!

Modern love is close to dead, everyone is so quick to move on from one relationship to another and it strips all meaning from love. I want no part of it, I'm reverting into my old self and avoiding romantic relationships. truly I can't care anymore but this has made it hard to trust.

I'm amazed how the same people who are unloyal, use others, move on quickly, etc, get shocked when the same thing happens to them. You do it to others all the time? and somehow you don't think "I do the same maybe this is karma"

I was born to be a 1700s frenchmen who'd fall on his sword for his lover in an era of people who never really love who they date.

If I love someone I want a future with them, I accept all of them, no matter what they look like, or their intrests, I'm happy if the one I like is happy, I wouldnt get into that kind of relationship if I didn't feel that way.
With feelings like that I can't just get over that person quickly and move to the next, that's not love. Unfortunately my kind is an endangered species.