Till the very end I never stopped trying for you. I never gave up.

For the longest time I never cared for someone the way I did for you. it hurts becuase I know nothing can get back what I lost. im sure in another universe things were good for us. I won't let this hurt me anymore. I won't let anything turn me into a less loving person.

sometimes i wonder why that no matter how hard i try im still so unloveable. i probably deserve nothing for the person i am. when i think about that its like i hear the child me crying. but i cant hurt anyone with my problems anymore. i wanna care for someone in the way i wanted to be cared for.
[Nov/25/2024] - I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE !!!!!!!!

I can't be understanding when its only lead me to be taken advantage of.